It's 2:30 in the afternoon and I just want to go back to bed....
Seriously, my life is full of so many ebbs and flows right now that I feel like I'm gonna throw up. People seem interested in being apart of my life then totally back out, and then there's the issue I'm dealing with right now. Being financially independent from my dad. I love my dad to death; he is a great guy, but when it comes to finances I CANNOT be in that shadow anymore- I won't. I can't buy a new phone because he is two payments late; I can't sign up to pay my own monthly bill until he pays his. I'm homesick, and yet... I KNOW I wouldn't feel better where I home. So, where do I belong? With whom? I hate feeling so alone, but I suppose that's life for you. Everyone is only interested as long as it's convenient for them. And oh joy, work tonight. Can't wait.... I hate being so glass half empty, but sometimes shit just catches up. Oh well, I have two and half hours until work and I'm going to attempt to use them wisely. As for boys: you never change.
Oh well, at least I can listen to John Mayer and rehearse in peace :D
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